len19

I met my bf way back when we were still in college. We had great future plans but we also had so many challenges then somehow we kinda made a biggest mistake of letting each other go. We had some issues and we thought that parting ways will be the best way for us to do. It has been almost 2 yrs now that we broke up and he's married now. And about 5months ago we re-connect and realized our mistakes. We also realized that we still love each, but again he is married now. I also found out that his wife doesn't treat him right. He is a good person and I believe that he should not be treated the way his wife does. It gives me more reason to claim him back. I can feel that my ex-boyfriend also longing to be with me but because of his commitment he can't do anything. We exchange promises that we both wishes that someday we will have a second chance. And that is what I'am holding on right now. But each day I can't help but to badly wish we will be together. What should I do? I know what I'am doing is wrong but I just cant afford to lose him again and did the same mistake I did when we let each other go. Please anybody give me some advice..... : (