What are you planning to do tonight?

Try to catch up on a LOT of school work due in just a few days... :(

Other than that, I have to run outside and feed my horse her grain ration, treat her rain rot, try to wipe off some of the gunky dirt on her, and feed the barn cat.

I'm at a very low point of my life, so I'll probably spend some time in a fetal position in the shower crying with my clothes on and the water running, then write in my journal and really try not to think about my old bad, self-destructive habits by focusing on sketching art for my hobby novel series. Maybe re-think my family life a bit. Figure out how I should handle my father's Borderline Personality Disorder and get the bills paid. Then thank God I've been clean for a year and a half, be grateful for what I do have...

Umm...Why? I'm sitting at home watching How I met your mother and begging my best friend to forgive me. Yeah. My life is so much fun!

Eat ice cream and watch law and order andNCIS because I'm sick

well i just got home from school, so maybe i will shower, hangout with friends, go longboard, then maybe get high, teaxt my girlfriend, i dont know??