Dream I was hugging this new girl I met who looked like my dream girl?

She looked like this actress who looks like my idea of a dream girl, but it's like we met before or know each other? We hugged forever in the park and I controlled myself. No sex on the first date. I also asked her out on a date and she said yes. I was so happy. We were going to go out for a burger and fries. But git interrupted. I forgot why, but I was eager to see her again but realized I was married but wanted to see what could happen anyway.

But I'm married In real life?

Plz dont judge me. I dont cheat. 

I love my wife but she isnt exactly my dream girl like this young smoking hot chick who was super cool like drea demattio and made me feel like this was the one.